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Thursday, 31 December 2009

  • The Best of 2009

    Despite the difficulties that came with 2009, I can say I had plenty of good things to watch, read, and listen to.  This list isn't necessarily things that came out this year, but things that I enjoyed this year.  Here are my top picks and why:

    Music

    Cloud Cult - Feel Good Ghosts (Tea-Partying Through Tornadoes)

          If you haven't listened to these guys you must.  I'm not sure it's on purpose, but they have some of the most deeply theological lyrics I have heard in a long time.  The music is also just beautiful as well.

     

    Sigur Rós - Með suð í eyrum við spilum endalaust

          This album is a bit different than their previous albums, but they still sound like a bit of Eden.  What else to say--they are Sigur Ros?


     

    Neko Case - Fox Confessor Brings the Flood

          She is just very talented.  I also find her tolerable first thing in the morning on a road trip--this is important.



    Camera Obscura- Let's Get Out of this Country 

          B rad got me this album because had they not been doing a show in Glasgow and ended the set early, we may never have met.  So, while one might guess that I would only appreciate this album for sentimental reasons, I kind of like the music as well.


    Green Day- American Idiot

          Ten years ago, I would not have guessed that Green Day would still be making music, much less putting out the best rock album of the year.  This is amazing--not only because it protests the war, mocks evangelicalism, and spews anger at all things I also deem idiotic in America, but also because it brings back rock ballads and the concept of a rock opera. 

    Books

    The Sacred Body: Asceticism in Religion, Literature, Art, and Culture  by David Jasper

          So, this might just be a shout-out to my advisor, but really truly it was the best book I have read this year and the best book he has written to date.  I can't get over his incarnational theology--I think that is all there is.

     


    Holy Fast, Holy Feast: the Religious Significance of Food to Medieval Women by Caroline Walker Bynum

          While the book is about fasting among mainly female saints, it is really about gender issues and how historians understand things pertaining to gender.  It has really changed the way in which I understand gender issues and history.  The book is also a really fascinating read even if you don't completely get her underlying themes.

     

    Death of Christian Britain: Understanding Secularism 1800-2000 by Callum Brown

          This book also has changed the way I understand secularization and gender issues.  All of which might sound boring, but to me quite interesting.  I would love to write an American version of this book, although the title would have to be something like the Everlasting Life of Christian America or something like that.

     

    The Woman in White by Wilkie Collins

          Admittedly this is not actually a very good book.  But, it was the only page turner I read this year and for that reason it makes the list.  I had heard much about Victorian page turners and highly doubted the possibility they could make me do the same.  I was wrong.



    Lady Chatterley's Lover and Apropos to Lady Chatterley's Lover by D.H. Lawrence

          I had read this book before, but completely missed how theological it was.  This coincidentally may have something to do with the fact I didn't read A Propos to Lady Chatterley Lover, which is a sort of afterward that reinforces most of what I believe about sacramental marriage.  I also understand it as an argument against what most evangelicals teach about sex and marriage.  The book is still quite timely in the age of Mark Sanford and the such.

     

    New Movies

    Funny People-Judd Apatow

        I actually really like Jude Apataw movies.  This was one really good (plus we watched it a drive-in...my first experience with that).  I'd be curious to watch it again to see if I still like it, but it sticks out as good.



    Fantastic Mr. Fox- Wes Anderson

        This movie was simply magical.  I loved it--every part of it, down to the miniature Le Creuset cookware in the kitchen and handknit teeny tiny fox sweaters.  Plus, a great voice cast.  


    Old Movies

    Brad and I have continued in our 'history of film' DVD watching through Netflix.  This year we made it up to the 1960s.  Things are now mainly in color!  The worst movie was probably tied with The Greatest Story Ever Told and  My Fair Lady.  I love Audrey Hepburn, but the dumb movie was long, poorly written, awful music, and so overwhelmingly misogynistic.  And since we had already watched Pygmalian (which it was based off) we knew the story could be done much,  much better!

     

    Killer's Kiss-Stanley Kubrick

         Probably the most cheerful of all Kubrick's films (which is not to say that it actually is cheerful!), I found this movie to be incredible if only for a scene that takes place within a mannequin factory.  The movie not only hints at his upcoming genius, but displays that genius as already developed.  I actually didn't enjoy watching this film, but looking over the titles from the last year, it certainly was one of the best done films.



    Vertigo-Alfred Hitchcock

         We watched a lot of Hitchcock movies this year and this was my favorite.  Mainly because it didn't have a slasher shower scene.  Actually this movie was just filled with so many fun twists and turns and details.  It was quite good.  Plus, we got to visit some of the sights in the movie while in San Fransisco this past fall.


    Lawrence of Arabia-David Lean

        Brad was extremely lucky to see this on the big screen while living in Chicago.  I can't even imagine how visually magnificent it was to see it that way.  On our smallerish TV, it was still stunning.  Additionally, Peter O'Toole is one of the most striking male movie stars I have ever seen, and an incredible actor to boot.  This movie truly deserves all the accolades it has received.

    The Trial-Orson Welles

        This is Welles favorite of his own films and I think I'd have to agree.  Very well written, visually interesting, and just overall very creative.  It wasn't a very fun film to watch, but was definitely a wonderful piece of work.


    It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World-Stanley Kramer

         So, this is not a 'great' film by any stretch of the imagination, but it was the most fun thing I watched this year!  An all-star cast (which is the first time that has happened in our film watching since Sunset Boulevard) and high adventure for almost a straight 3 hours (that flew by).  It definitely competes with anything popular Hollywood puts out these days.



    Tipples

    Bison Brewing Company's Chocolate Stout  --my new favorite beer.  It's is amazing.  You shouldn't be surprised that I love a good chocolate beer!



    Guinness and Raspberry Lambic-- a cocktail made with Guinness and a fruity lambic.  What is there not to love in that?  It's also very pretty in its layered coloring.



    Thomas Family Winery Gale's Hard Cider Chieftan's Blend -- The Thomas Family Winery is a winery about two hours from us and they are just produce some of the best wine in Indiana, with some really interesting stuff, like ciders and sherry.  They also have a fun pub-like place to hang out.  This is some of the best cider I have had--extremely dry.  Their family has been making cider since Prohibition--I like that too!



    Andrew Murray 2006 Syrah--from the first winery we visited in CA and among the best that we had on our overall trip.  Fabulously dry and rich.  An ideal Syrah.









    Ladera Winery Cabernet--We tried various cabernets here that are practically unaffordable.  Unaffordably fabulous, that is.  So, it was nice to sample them!  It was also the most beautiful winery we visited, with very nice people running the place.  We did end up buying one of the (lower end, but still amazing!) bottles and maybe someday when we're rich and famous, we'll buy it by the case.




    So, what were highlights of 2009 for you?

    Happy New Year!

Thursday, 02 July 2009

  • Lifetimes later....

    For awhile I put off writing on here because, well, life happens.  But, honestly, the last 4-6 months have been out of sheer embarrassment that it had been so long and had no idea how to start writing on here again.  What is there to say that would be that monumental?  Well, nothing that big has happened; life has continued in its normal course.

    So here I am.  To sum up my life: last year was very difficult.  I suffered from a really weak immune system and was getting sick every three weeks on average--even got shingles!  I was also exhausted and just generally worn out.  Because of this, I got over-medicated and at one point was taking four prescription drugs at the same time, which made me feel even worse.  And, then I discovered on my own that what I really had was a vitamin deficiency and once I dropped the drugs and took a good multi-vitamin, I was fine.  The upside of all this, is I've really been pro-active about my own health and have really gotten into eating really nutritionally dense food (like the roasted beet and kale salad I made the other day).  But, the whole thing has made me a bit wary of our medical system. I wish there was more of a balance between natural medicine and scientific medicine.

    Other than that, things are good.  We are half-way through remodeling our kitchen.  Whew!  (We got an Aga stove, with 6 gas burners and 4 electric smallerish ovens--it's amazing and will be really nice for retreats--and it's green and cute!) The garden, after being cleaned up yesterday (stupid grass patch!), looks decent.  So far we've grown lettuce, peas, swiss chard, rhubarb, asparagus, and tomatoes.  In a few weeks, I'll plant brussels sprouts.  I also planted red currant bushes and maybe this Saturday will get plants for divine black raspberry plants.  Blueberries are ripening like crazy on our bushes.  I still love cooking and am most proud when 90% of our meal comes from local ingredients.  I've been knitting like crazy too.  Apparently every one I know got knocked up this year, so there's a whole list of baby sweaters to be made.  Fortunately, baby sweaters are kind of instant-gratification.  Quickly a pile of yarn turns into a real-live sweater.  And someday a cute little baby will be wearing it--that part is fun too!

    We're up almost up to the 1960's in our history of film thing we've been doing.  Alfred Hitchcock is amazing, but then, you probably already knew that.

    Most of all, in the last week or so, I've been meditating on D.H. Lawrence's A Propos to Lady Chatterley's Lover (kind of like an introduction to the work).  I can't get over his words on sacraments.  It's about 20 pages, and you can read it apart from the book.  It is amazing.  Sometimes I need remindes to reflect on holiness.  But slowly, it is becoming a part of the hours, days, seasons.  It is June and everything is just so alive and I can't help but marvel at how amazing that is.  It doesn't quite matter where we are, there is no getting away from these cosmic rhythems of time and we all experience them together.  I like that.  Somehow, it makes God and the Body feel that much nearer.

    Currently
    Lady Chatterley's Lover
    By D. H. Lawrence
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Wednesday, 20 August 2008

  • No man is an island (the midwestern version)

    I have been thinking a lot lately about what it means to live in the midwest.  When I first moved here, I didn't pay a whole lot of attention to road signs, but as I've been driving to Louisville fairly often lately, they have caught my attention.  Signs to Lexington, Cincinnati, St. Louis.  St. Louis?  Honestly, I have no idea how far away St. Louis is, but where I used to live (Pennsylvania) it was eternally far away.  And these cities are our landmarkers?  I grew up with signs to Baltimore, Washington, DC, Philadelphia, New York.   Cincinnati seems like a pithy place compared to Philadelphia.  Midwestern cities are so odd to drive towards as well.  They seem to spring up in the middle of cornfields.  Houses dot the plain and then, boom, there's a city.  But not a city by northeastern standards.  They are not old or stately or even gritty.  I don't know them well enough to explain them adequately, but they are different.  These cities also do not rest on coastlines.  Some form at a meeting place for rivers, but others are even more isolated. 

    It is strange to live so far from any ocean.  This changes the way you view your home, land, and those around you.  I think it even effects the way you think of God.  I haven't placed my finger on it yet, but here in the middle, things are different. 

    Yet surrounded by all this land, things are isolated.  People are more self-reliant and internalized than back east.  Less social, more familial.  It may be true that no man is an island, but those who live in the middle part of this island have driven themselves far away from the central social zones of a country.

    I hope I haven't put this in seemingly negative terms.  I don't mean it like that.  I am just amazed that there is so much and so little that binds us as a country.  The things that bind us, although not completely, these are regional too: name brands, governmental systems, language, social movements, and cultural concepts such as freedom.  So, we can traverse this country and on the surface everything is familiar, but the more time you spend in a place, you realize it's completely different than the last.

    One social movement that seems to be sweeping the nation (slowly) is the local food movement.  It appears that this existed here in Indiana long before it was written about in books and magazines.  Just about every back road here begins with a large handwritten sign advertising produce from one of the locals residing in the direction the arrow takes you.  Travel through the maze of roads aimlessly and you will stumble across zucchini, peaches, cantaloupe, tomatoes, maple syrup, eggs and home-made baskets.  The road not taken could keep you from an enviable smorgasborg. I have yet been brave enough to knock at anyone's door to buy something.  Not that this exactly takes bravery, but I do feel shy when thinking about the concept of just visiting a stranger at their home.  Fortunately, our local co-op and farmer's market carries many of these wares--and more.  Our farmer's market keeps growing exponetially; it currently has 65 different vendors, which is truly amazing, since it is held in a town of 5,000 people and a tiny county of 20,000 in the middle of truly nowhere. 

    We have therefore been feasting.  I can't get enough of tomatoes.  I could just survive on a diet of fresh salsa alone.  Just the thought of those tomatoes, cilantro, limes, peppers.....my mouth is watering now.  Tonight's dinner consists of local: eggs, French bread, orange and red tomatoes, basil, oregano, thyme, green peppers, garlic, eggplant, zucchini.  It's going to turn out to be vegetable torte (chocolate tortes are MUCH better, I know, but this will do) and buschetta. I was thinking about throwing in a local wine, for good measure, but we also have this Spanish white wine and I don't want to have local overkill, right?

    While I am speaking about local food, I must face the facts of this location.  As I mentioned above, we are obviously far from any ocean.  I have a friend moving to Florida and we went on www.localharvest.org to check out what kind of local produce and such she has in her new home.  I shouldn't have looked because I became jealous almost immediately.  My farmer's market is pretty good, but hers is going to sell freshly caught local seafood.  I think I may need to visit!

    Currently Watching
    A Streetcar Named Desire (Two-Disc Special Edition)
    By Vivien Leigh, Marlon Brando, Kim Hunter, Karl Malden, Rudy Bond
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Thursday, 31 July 2008

  • I find interpretation interesting.  Everything we get outside of personal experience is interpreted for us, and all things including person experience we end up interpreting then for ourselves through out own lens of experiences and beliefs.  And that leads to interesting perspectives; some good and some bad.

    Case in point:  Today on Google News the first article up is entitled "Exxon Profit Rises Less Than Estimated; Output Drops" and the Bloomberg article goes on to explain just what a difficult bind Exxon is in economically speaking and the outside factors effecting this.  The article fails to mention what these stories mention on the front page of their site:

    BBC Americas: Another Record Profit for Exxon

    CNNMoney:
    Exxon posts record $11.68 billion profit: World's largest publicly traded oil firm makes $1,485.55 a second in the quarter, but misses forecasts.

    NY Times: 
    Rising Oil Prices Swell Profits at Exxon and Shell

    Which leads me to believe that Exxon really isn't facing any sort of economic disaster.  To have record profits in a very sluggish economy counts for something, right? (On a side note, doesn't this news make you a tad bit angry or some other kind of emotion?)

    So, interpretation takes place all the time.  I mean, even with four gospels, we're still not sure of how things happened.  I am content with that though--it makes it a bit more interesting.
    Currently Reading
    Many Things Have Happened Since He Died and Here Are the Highlights
    By Elizabeth Dewberry Vaughn
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Tuesday, 29 July 2008

  • Half-hearted New Interests

    Last summer we had a drought.  Everything turned to dusty straw.  I drank copious amounts of water to attempt to overcome the heat.  And I thought global warming had doomed us to hell.  The last part still has time to come to fruition (why, oh, why did I choose last summer of all times to watch Al Gore's film--it felt so apocolyptic when everything around mestarted dying).  We had a cool, wet spring this year that everyone but me complained about.  I hate cold and hot, so give me cool or warm any day.  Currently, we are on the brink of August and the weather is still lovely.  We've had the heat and humidity, but we've also had our share of just absolutely perfect days weather-wise.

    With the summer comes fruit.  Vegetables come also, but who cares about them when there are peaches around?  I bought lots of extra peaches and blanched them, put them in a honey/water syrup, and froze them in single servings for my morning oatmeal come December.  My friend Abbey gave me a heart-shaped silicon cup-cake pan  as a present that is perfect for freezing things in; said frozen objects slip right out.  Plus, they are super cute, as much as that counts for frozen fruit.  They might even make me smile before having coffee in the dusky, dead of winter mornings.


    Peaches frozen into hearts.  Who doesn't want that?

    I also hate to admit it, but last night I blanched broccoli and corn and then froze them (separately).  It was kind of scary reminder of growing up and canning/freezing/picking ALL summer.  I hated it.  This time, though, someone else grew and picked it.  And, it was only one bag each.  Which isn't to say that I won't become obsessive about it some day, but, afterall, I do have a doctorate to finish and the frozen food section at the store works quite well.




    Knitted handiwork and a pose/expression that I can't even begin to understand.


    I have now officially learned to read and knit at the same time.  Which means I could embrace funny old lady habits of taking knitting everywhere I go and clicking my needles in public places.  For now, no, though.  Above is a shirt I knit and I like it an awful lot.  I'm thinking of vowing to not buy new clothes ever again and just do thrift stores and do it yourself type things.  Probably the vow won't happen, but I could follow the spirit of the law or something.  Sometimes I think that each season's trends are really a man-made phenemonon to force us to be more consumeristic and I completely buy into it way to much, even though I live in an unpopulated midwest area that is probably five years (at least) behind NYC.   Maybe the current economy might teach us as a culture not to buy so much stuff.
    Currently Reading
    Robert Elsmere
    By Mary Agusta Ward (Mrs. Humphry Ward)
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  • God is behind everything, but everything hides God. Things are black, creatures are opaque. To love a human being, is to render her transparent. Certain thoughts are prayers. There are moments when, whatever the attitude of the body, the soul is on its knees...Whoever we may be, we all have our living, breathing beings. If they fail us, the air fails us, we stifle, then we die. To die for lack of love is horrible. The asphyxia of the soul....What a great thing, to be loved! What a greater thing still, to love! The heart becomes heroic through passion. It is no longer composed of anything but what is pure; it no longer rests on anything but what is elevated and great... If no one loved, the sun would go out. - from "Les Miserables", by Victor Hugo, Marius, Book 5, Chapter 4